I want to protect you

That sucked

That hurt,

That hurts

I umm, I listened,

I heard things I didn't want to

She loves me I know

But sometimes she sucks,

To tell me about work

To say it, name it,

Box it,

Imply damage

Tell me of hardships

But one needs a hardship to sail rough seas,

So I'm not accepting

I thought of my self as accepting,

But I won't have words against it

I won't listen to her 

I don't want it

I won't accept it

Because to accept it as she says

Is to go against what I want

To trust what I don't want to

What did she know?

She has been wrong before,

She can be wrong again

So instead

I'll accept my chances

I know they are chances

I know my head

And I'll bet on it

I'll trust my intuition instead.