What happeneed

What fucking happened

How I changed

I grew thin

I shriveled 

I caved

Did you think you were that high

That mighty

That light,

No weight

That I could hold you up forever and not grow tired

I don't think you even realized you cast a shadow

But now I am lazy, I don't handle you like I used to

So you get angry and you get mad

But I'm still lazy still tired

So I don't care

Every now and sometimes again

I lift you slightly 

I care for your cries

And you smile again for a while

But it never lasts 

Because I can't be bothered to hold it

So I have changed 

My patience has all worn out

And I do carry you but only when I want to

So if I am what you want,

Be thankful for the time,

I promise you'll be in good company,

Demand it and I'll finished it.