What happeneed

What fucking happened

How I changed

I grew thin

I shriveled 

I caved

Did you think you were that high

That mighty

That light,

No weight

That I could hold you up forever and not grow tired

I don't think you even realized you cast a shadow

But now I am lazy, I don't handle you like I used to

So you get angry and you get mad

But I'm still lazy still tired

So I don't care

Every now and sometimes again

I lift you slightly 

I care for your cries

And you smile again for a while

But it never lasts 

Because I can't be bothered to hold it

So I have changed 

My patience has all worn out

And I do carry you but only when I want to

So if I am what you want,

Be thankful for the time,

I promise you'll be in good company,

Demand it and I'll finished it.

Life as a Lake

I lay
I stretch out after rain
And soon after I drain
I am unclean and unclear.

Dark wood surrounds me
I've never seen through
The other side and in the middle
Are thing 'ever new.

The questions are sometimes taken away
A wildfire plays around
Dying wood, but no one to hear the sound
I wait for rain, night and day.

My bordering rocks soon become a bed
We have an intense relationship in my head
I wear them down, but they still stay
I'm grateful, without them I wash away.

I'm on the bottom of the planet
Everything casts a shadow over me
I have a large face, but am shallow set,
On the bottom, but I reflect the top.