November 8th

I'm really fucking cute
I sit here with small tears in my eyes
because I was finally going to have sex tonight
but my period said hello first

now my dinning chair at my dinning table,
underwear that are unflattering,
they are my company tonight

I'm really fucking cute,
because my frown hangs
eye-brows pushed down
my eyes still well up- the only use of the word up that I will use tonight,

what a low, what an all time blow.

downloads

If the internet is a consciousness
then surely it is settled that porn is not good for the soul
my hard drive is in hard places.